Birthday approaches

Alright. I'll turn 23 this month.
how terrifying I'm getting old.
look back at what I've done so far....nothing actually.
if I had the ability to go back in the past, I would pretty much like to go back to the time when I was in the second year in college. Back then everything was under my control, sort of. Our toastmasters club ran pretty well and I was just a minor officer in the club which didn't have to take much responsibility. I have a bunch of friends and they hadn't seen the other side of me....? Which means, if I knew my flaws, I could avoid the bad and maybe remain our friendships. I guess you either get something or learn something from every lesson, yeah? And my grade back then was so great, I was really enjoying what I was learning , I really liked that feeling, even now I take out my textbook I think it is interesting. I think the miserable thing when I was in the second year was my style haha what was I, a fifteen-year-old girl??
And now, I don't know what the fuck should I do. I am currently working at a company that I am not really looking up to, my boss is an selfish person who thinks his employers are idiots and as long as we get paid by him, he owns us. And I don't really like the way he cheats on the customers. I really don't like it. Shouldn't people treat each other with credit in the business world? Or am I being naive again here? I hope not or I'll be really disappointed by this fucking damn world. Like I said, I really hate money, I need it only because I have to stay alive, that's all. Why do people need so much money anyway?
Ok I'm losing the point again.
I'm so lost now. I don't like my current job, but I don't know what I was capable of . I hope I can do something for my beautiful country, which seems really critical right now. I hope my life won't be so boring....

three wishes: first, find my way. Second, be brave. Third, Idk yet haha.
goodnight.

Friendship ruined!!!

No!!!!
I don't wanna fall in love with you!!!!
You are my friend ....you are my good friend....
Why do you treat me so well ....

No no no no no
no .... I need time to chill ....

World

You must be humble.

You just must!

Because you don't know how big this world is! And you don't know how small you are.

Never overrate your own power. I always think it won't be too hard to write a good story, but when I went to the bookstore the other day, I found myself so wrong. How do those people came out with those awesome stories? 

Work harder!

I am

Lonely
I am Ms. Lonely
I have no body
Only my own

I really don't know how to get along with people, seriously
I know how to be kind but I don't know how to be funny or sincere....
I am so boring....
But I guess that's why I like to be alone
No stress
No need to think about what to say
No need to think about how to react
No need to think about what others will think of you

I am such a boring person....
:(

CHRONICLE

It's a weird movie.
DON'T WATCH IT IF YOU DON'T LIKE TO GET DIZZY!!!

Film review: In Bruges

(pic from google)

In Bruges

Year: 2008

Director:  Martin McDonagh

Writer:  Martin McDonagh

Stars:  Colin Farrell, Brendan Gleeson

IMDb: http://www.imdb.com/title/tt0780536/

I try not to give any spoiler, but I think this movie has a lot of point to think about, and I might mention some but I won't mention the ending of course.

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It's really not the kind of movie I expected to see when I saw it. The Chinese name of the movie is 殺手沒有假期, which means "A hitman has no holiday" or something like that.... so I thought it might be a funny movie like hitmans going on a trip and something goes wrong and they have to fix it. But it's not. It's totally not.

First of all it's a rather calm movie. Not too many excitements, just Colin Farrel and Brendan Gleeson wondering around Bruges (Google it if you don't know where it is, or ask a Belgian :D), and nothing happened! It raised my curiosity successfully, but it's a little boring at the same time. But as it proceeded, more issue raised and it made me want to know what's next.

It's smooth (but some may consider it too slow) and no thing left unexplained, but it left some things to the audiences to think about in there lives, it's deep. And I also found an interesting fact that there were a lot of keywords in this movie and they have been mentioned many times. Vietnam? Dwarfs? Black and white? It's something we can think about after we watch the movie. These keywords all contain some meaning behind them, or stereotype.

And the ending, was an open question, which I think was a good one. I will consider it a good movie because it's not that boring after all, and it made you think. Hitmans are humans, and humans are vulnerable.  Lives are precious, and mistakes are common, but don't blame yourself too much and don't give up. That's the spirit.

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Okay it's pretty hard to write a review, and it's even harder not to write in my mother language. I guess I should give the spoiler next time (haha sorry) because I can explain the things I want to talk about more clearly.

Well, everyone was a beginner before becoming an expert, right? :)

Something different

I am going to write something different tomorrow or the day after tomorrow, because there is a movie i just watched on past Friday night. I think it's good! Just my type of movie.

Also I want to write something I haven't written before, not all that "awwww my customers are hot" thing haha, it's like writing a short version of Twilight every time. Still I hope what I wrote are "still better love stories than Twilight". If you leave this comment below I will be really grateful to you :P

Good night.