2014年3月29日 星期六

It's always like that.

總是在過一段時間之後
會有一些體悟
像最近我覺得我真的該和我的過去說再見了
因為最近面對的事情已讓我那難以摧毀的價值觀動搖了
我總認為我很清楚我在做什麼,什麼事情該怎麼做,或是我做的一定不會錯。還有就是我很自認為清高,有些東西不屑一顧,殊不知自己才是井底之蛙。我錯了,我真的錯了,若是想作為一個人類,有些事真的是要妥協的。我已不再是小孩子了,不能再用小孩子的腦袋去思考事情。現在覺得得和現實妥協,搞不好以後會對自己現在的想法會心一笑。希望真是這樣。再不長大只會更痛苦罷了。再見了我的過去。如果我留下才是對的,那請妳好好幫我記著,當我有一天需要你的時候,再回來找你吧。

2014年3月24日 星期一

Treebot

I am a mechanical plant with a human heart
I am boring and blunt like a tree, do things seriously and precisely like a robot, but treat others with kindness and feel lonely and be vulnerable like a human.
That's me. Yeah.

2014年3月20日 星期四

God bless Taiwan

Please
God please bless Taiwan, please let peace and calm always be with the students who has the courage to stand out against the government.
I wish I am one of them.

May peace be with us.

2014年3月18日 星期二

反而

寂寞
太多寂寞
反而喧嘩
擁擠著我
自由
太多自由
反而想做籠裡的野獸。

#Mayday #Taiwan

2014年3月15日 星期六

Beautiful.


面白い❗

誰だwwwww

あのドイツビューアー

お前が?トーマス?

悲しいかな。

Fan Girl Style #Mayday

Okay I admit haha
I still love him soooooo much
My favorite band from Taiwan
Lead singer Ashin
Awwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww


Picture from Google.(。3。)

Awwwwww my godddddd
God I can't open my eyessssssssssss
Love overloaded !!!!

If I'd say that Teemu saves my fragile soul and fixes my broken heart many times
then I'd say that Ashin gives/gave me many, many fun times, and good times/ hopes/ wonders/ fantasy/ encouragement/ and of course really great musics. There's always a song from them that matches my mood, no matter what mood I am in. Sad happy upset disappointed ....

He is really a great man. I mean we fan girls only know him from what the mass media have told us, but I think even so he still does a great job in front of the scene, (well I believe if there's any bad things that could become gossip the paparazzi won't let off, but so far only few) and I believe he won't be too bad backstage.

The reason why he is great is of course because he is talented in music. Music with emotions and stories. The emotion that we share as human beings (confusion, love, playful heart and .... damn my English is not good enough to describe ....)

Love him always. I tell him my gratitude to him/ them if I have a chance to meet him/ them, which I think many people have already did :).
His music is already a part of soul :)
阿信我愛你!

2014年3月13日 星期四

Teemu

Teemu I wanna talk to you
even though I've never met you
your music always cheer me up
or company me when I am sad or lonely or lost
you are the reason I changed my hometown to Finland Turku on Facebook hahaha okay I'm crazy
still I miss you... I no longer miss my favorite band from Taiwan (Ashin sorry :p) because they are not the same band anymore... Too commercialized you know what I mean?
they used to sing about daily lives, loves, and dreams from the bottom of their hearts, I just knew it... But now they sing from the bottom of thier pockets...
you are different. Cause your band broke up when I've only knew you for three months. It was sooooooooooooo heart breaking. It's like your lover tells you to break up when you are so much in love with that person. Music is the thing that never fade away that last forever. So you left with all the great music behind that still comfort me and company me till now.
wait, the way I'm writing now is like you are dead ........ NOOOOO nonono he is still well alive in Finland or England or somewhere or in my heart hahaha that's why I want to see him!!!! Somewhere in the world he is still making great music, and as long as we are alive I may met him someday.
you see, I don't need to meet you in person and now I am happy just because I am thinking about you. Haha. Fangirl style.
#Teemu #Brunila #Finland #StillAlive #Ponyride #Ihana #Suomi

:) kiitos !

Tears always win

crying like ohohohoh
ohohoh these eyes put up a fight
but once again
these tears always win

these reality
they keep me so uptight
these loneliness
they keep me so empty
these feelings that make me scared and unconfident
they make me feel like a loser
my heart put up many fights
but sadly
the fear always wins

my heart put up a fight
and hopefully
my courage and effort can finally win.

2014年3月6日 星期四

Poor Sherlock

English pronounciaton might not seem that important as long as others understand what you are talking about but... My friend keep saying Sherlock "Homeless"... Okay... Well he might not have enough money to buy a house but he's got he old lady
and I don't know how to spell her name haha
nevermind. just saying.

2014年3月1日 星期六

Silence

Silence came after a day of joy
whispered at my ear
What do you do now?

Yeah, what do I do now in the middle of the night?
I think
I think about all the dreams and wonders I might bring to my beloved land
To bring days of joy to everyone in the future
When silence comes to me

--

But actually I need to get some sleep
My good friend brought the DVD of The Lord of the Rings to my place and we watched it till so late.
Man I'll never stop watching movies, I just love it.

Still, sleeeeeep.